It's MACARONS!

Friday, March 23, 2012(:

♥

今天是你离开我的第20天，我曾不忘过你
好想问你是否有想念过我，想问你没有我的日子过的好吗？
已经过了一段时间，但是我还是很想念你，很爱你。
不知道为什么你说你不爱我了，我做错什么东西了吗？
还是你已经变心了。
好像回到你身边，因为你带给我很多的快乐，那些美好的回忆都擦不掉
你觉得我很烦吧，脾气又不好所以你才不要我，丢下我一个人
这几天过的好痛苦，想活不下去的意念，你应该不管了吧
不像以前那样，一直敷衍我，关心我
我相信你给我的承诺，但是朋友们说没有永远这两个子，但是我还是相信这永远
你坚持一直要当朋友，为什么呢？做情侣不好吗？是不是带给你很多痛苦？
你不能给我一次机会吗。我会做得更好。
想知道你的感受，离开我，你是伤心还是开心还是什么都不是？
在网络上，表面起来还过的满开心的，可能离开我是个很好的选择吧。
好想念当初的我们，想一切重新开始
可不可以不做你的朋友？

blogged @ 2:02 AM

Sunday, March 18, 2012(:

♥

I lost my namjachingu again..
Maybe i didnt cherish him enough.
But why? There's no need to break up. It makes me more hurt and sad.
I can't move on.
I can't forget.
I tried. But i couldn't.
Keeping myself distracted by sleeping, baking and playing games.
I just cant forget him. its been 17 days since we broke up. 17 nights of non stop crying.
Bed is full of tears now.
My mind is full of him. But how can he move on so easily? Forget me easily?
Why i cant do the same thing too?
Heart is like being stabbed by million of times. Its so pain. Full of blood.
I love him alot.
I thought there's still chance to patch back but now no more. No more.
Thought of suicide. Because it hurts alot.
When school reopens, i have to leave this clique. And i must. To forget him.
Sorry for the rest of the cliques. But i cant hurt myself even further.
Goodbye.

blogged @ 11:06 PM